I have never missed my family that strongly as I do now. In the first year I came to Macau, I was a little happy actually. I can stay alone, doing what I want to do and working on what I'm interested. However, when I was actually free to do every thing I want, of course legal things, I started to miss the days when my parents gave me warnings and advice.
In those days I stayed with my family, I felt truly happy and relaxed. The carefulness from my parents let me feel I was the happiest guy in the world. No matter how old I am, no matter what difficulties I am struggling with, no matter what made me cry before I'm home, I'm still their little baby, the girl they are proud of, the child they love. I feel safe in home.
However, before I went back to home, my grandma broke her arm and cannot take care of herself. I almost spent all days in her home at the beginning of the holiday. The injure of my beloved grandma let me realized they, my dear grandma and parents, are truly old. It was that time that I found my father got difficulties to go upstairs and he was not strong as ever before. Wrinkles appeared on my mom's face, no matter how well she did on skin care. It's time that I should take care of them not let them still worry about me. I must get strong enough to give them a comfortable life. They are getting older and older. I cannot face this fact before and escaped to face it for a long time. However, this time, when I saw my grandma make every effort only to get up from the bed, when I saw my father feel difficulty to lift up heavy goods, when I saw my mom have more and more wrinkles, I have no reason to be strong to protect them, to give them a better living condition.
When I was little, I was the pride of my parents and I tried hard to be their pride. In the long years, I tried to work hard and study well to live up with their expectations, and easily to get upset and lose my temper if there was anything going wrong. But I ignored the fact that they were proud of me because they love me not because what I achieved. I did something really upset them and now I feel quite regretful. My dear parents, I'm sorry to do the things upset you and I love you with all my heart. I have little time to stay with you for I am been a place so far from our home. But I treasure every time I spend with you.
Before I leave home, my grandma told me again and again that do not go to that far away from my parents. I didn't fully understand her feelings until now. I'm the only child of my parents. How they will miss me if I am away from them and have little time to see them!
The day I left home and moved towards Macau, I hugged my mom again and again and even held her hand tightly on the way to the railway station. I have never been afraid to say goodbye, even though we can meet with each other after half a year. But half a year, how long time it is!
But now, I'm in the campus. What I can do for them now is studying hard and spending every day meaningful. I will build up my strength in every single day to make my parents a happy life.
In the end, I will say those words again and again, Daddy, Mom, I love you.
However, before I went back to home, my grandma broke her arm and cannot take care of herself. I almost spent all days in her home at the beginning of the holiday. The injure of my beloved grandma let me realized they, my dear grandma and parents, are truly old. It was that time that I found my father got difficulties to go upstairs and he was not strong as ever before. Wrinkles appeared on my mom's face, no matter how well she did on skin care. It's time that I should take care of them not let them still worry about me. I must get strong enough to give them a comfortable life. They are getting older and older. I cannot face this fact before and escaped to face it for a long time. However, this time, when I saw my grandma make every effort only to get up from the bed, when I saw my father feel difficulty to lift up heavy goods, when I saw my mom have more and more wrinkles, I have no reason to be strong to protect them, to give them a better living condition.
When I was little, I was the pride of my parents and I tried hard to be their pride. In the long years, I tried to work hard and study well to live up with their expectations, and easily to get upset and lose my temper if there was anything going wrong. But I ignored the fact that they were proud of me because they love me not because what I achieved. I did something really upset them and now I feel quite regretful. My dear parents, I'm sorry to do the things upset you and I love you with all my heart. I have little time to stay with you for I am been a place so far from our home. But I treasure every time I spend with you.
Before I leave home, my grandma told me again and again that do not go to that far away from my parents. I didn't fully understand her feelings until now. I'm the only child of my parents. How they will miss me if I am away from them and have little time to see them!
The day I left home and moved towards Macau, I hugged my mom again and again and even held her hand tightly on the way to the railway station. I have never been afraid to say goodbye, even though we can meet with each other after half a year. But half a year, how long time it is!
But now, I'm in the campus. What I can do for them now is studying hard and spending every day meaningful. I will build up my strength in every single day to make my parents a happy life.
In the end, I will say those words again and again, Daddy, Mom, I love you.